Master Key Experience Week 1 – A Bundle of Nerves

Okay – I’ve made it this far.  This is where the nerves kick in.  This is where that little voice starts kicking in with all the resistance it can muster.  “I really don’t feel like doing this,” it says.  Followed by “This is a big commitment you know…are you sure about this?” and in a last ditch effort to get me to stop, “Hey – there’s a Monk marathon on right now…you know how much you love Tony Schaloub!”  But I stay strong and tell it to go away.  I’ve got important stuff to take care of.

I listen intently.  I take notes.  There’s a lot to take in, and I’ve got to admit, I’m a little overwhelmed.

It’s now Tuesday and I’ve been reading and copying and wracking my brain to try to nail down what it is that I want.  Not just what I want, but what I really, really want.  That whatever that reaches deep down inside and makes me tick.  Get it down on paper – just write something!  The ideas start to flow.  I think maybe I’m starting to get this!

Next thought:  they don’t all have to be deep do they?  Just keep going – even Gandhi probably had a shallow want at some point in his life.

Completion!  DMP submitted.  Yes!  I can really do this!!

Back off nerves!…until next week anyway…

One thought on “Master Key Experience Week 1 – A Bundle of Nerves

  1. Kelly, Great job at observing those quiet voices that try to turn you away from the important things you want to accomplish and the negative thoughts that try to tear you down. It can be overwhelming at first, but once you form these habits they will become a pleasure to preform and easy to do. Great job getting through the first week!

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